I really appreciate this! I can confidently say that I know it was bad, I can do better and I deserved to go home. That performance felt so far removed from who I am as an artist. I did myself a disservice by chronically reading all the comments and messages LOL. Sooo many wanted to see me lose my guitar and “work the stage”. I misinterpreted that, let it get to my head and let myself be pushed beyond what I was comfortable with and capable of… I wasn’t being ME! I had a fun run, but I was ready to go! I felt it was my time to go before the show even started and I KNEW it was after murdering poor shania’s song haha. I had a rough week and I think mentally, I had given up… and it came through in my performance. I am so thankful for the journey and the experiences though! Some of the best few months of my life!! beautiful things to come!