So I lied.
Im too lazy to make a blogger or some shit like that so im staying put!!!
and I havent blogged in a while, I'VE BEEN BUSY!!!!
Combination of school and dance, but mostly dance; its been a dream! But I've just been going to regular classes and taking classes outside of my studio and its just really exhilirating! I can honestly say im happy with my life and like mean it and skip down the street and sing and YAY!

The only thing thats bringing me down is fluffin algebra. Really, its so uneccesary and just dang confusing and I hate it. I really do try even if it doesnt show but I just really suck at it. And its the only class im failing. so thats just gorgeous
BUT if i zone that out theneverything is perfect!!! Like honestly im trying my best and i may be a REALLY bad procrastinator but hey i try!!

Anyway just giving a quick update on this lovely Monday night and hoping that this week will get done!! Im really excited for like Wednesday on, I will dancing my booty OFF! im so excited

Off to shower then choreograph a bit then try to sleep, keyword try

LOVE!!!
-Bri

So im thinking that imma move this to a more defined spot, like maybe getting a blogspot?? I know that people who arent IDF members read this and they cant exactly comment or anything, and plus i like NEVER use IDF anymore and it makes me sad cause i love it here

But I think its time to upgrade and move on to bigger heights, so im probably going to make one this weekend and I'll post here when its purdy!!

thanks guys
OH and im off to see Rent pretty soon, im so excited its my first time seeing it and im like 3rd row seeing it with Adam Pascal and Anthony Rapp!!!!!! SO SPAZZY!
So im off to dinner with the sister then be back later tonight, i'll blog!!

-Bri

You know whats absolutely amazing? Me getting sick the day before Monsters. im not talking just stuffy nose sneezing sick, i mean full on cant get out of bed face burning sick.

Im determined to get better, i have to.

-Bri

This weekend is going to be HOT.
Im going to Monsters of Hip Hop here in NJ and I just found out the choreographers yesterday, I FLIPPED OUT! Theres Marty Kudelka, Kevin Maher, Rhapsody, Chonique Sneed, Luam, Nappytabs and Matt Cady!!!!!!


I was literally screaming and running around the house when I found out Matt will be there. I have to say though im a little bit nervous, but Im going to go prepared and get good sleep and eat a good breakfast. I wanna go in there confident with a good attitude and hopefully a healthy emotional state and just have tons of fun!! I need to learn how to just let go and dance instead of thinking about whats gonna go next.

But yeah, im FLIPPING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope I have dance tonight cause I really need to let it all out, but it snowed pretty rough outside and most schools were closed

Well im praying I have it, i need to dance!!! Im so pumped like im so excited, guaranteed I'll be flipping out on friday and saturday morning but I need to channel those nerves into excitement and just go get it

Ok im stopping now, watching SYTYCD Australia (I LOVE IT) Soooooo im off, be back tomorrow or Friday with updates


-Bri!

magic thing.....

So, again, I suck at posting. But its a new year and I hope to be on a little more; I really dont know who reads this, but I still like venting, if you read this send me a PM or comment on this!!

I've been so busy lately and theres a bunch going on!!!! I'll tell you a morsel.
Dance has been a dream!! So unbelievable, Im loving every second. Its really pushing me out of my comfort zone, which is kind of a goal of mine. This year I made a resolution (oh yeah HAPPY 2009!) that I would push myself in all aspects. I was really putting that towards dance a little bit more, because I really want to grow as much as I can without going overboard. I know that it takes time, but im willing to take on the task.

Also, I took kinda a big step out of my little bubble and signed up for a Monsters. This whole academic year I was really putting my work into getting more well rounded in Hop hop more than anything. Its kinda like I took a year off and just focused my attention to that specific artform, I think more than anything it really helped my whole vibe and my style come out which helps alot in other types of dance. But yeah, im doing my first major dance convention weekend thingy and to tell you the truth; im nervous. Im really nervous before taking any class outside of my regular schedule, but I thankfully lose those nerves pretty quick.

All in all im just really happy with where I am right now. I dont like thinking too much about whats going to happen in the future, I like the here and now and I like the unpredictablity of whats going to happen next; sometimes it could be life changing. Now dont get me wrong, I can only hope my future is bright and im excited to see what life brings but I like who I am and I like what im doing.

Last year was kinda a sucky year, I was at a point where I just wanted to give up. I didnt like my friends or my dancing or my teachers, everything was just not right. Now, things have deffinately changed. I barely have any friends in school (which I oddly find calming) I love my dancing and what im doing with it, and I can finally say I really like all my teachers in Dance and in School. Lifes gotten alot better.

So yeah, long ass post right there but Im a changed girl. Im more positive and im deffinately gaining some confidence, and thats really all thanks to dance and the girls and my teachers and just the positive energy that I get whenever I go there and take class. I know I havent changed too much, I guess you could say I just kinda grew up a little and realized alot of great things.

soooo im actually gettin ready for dance right now and im FREEZING so imma go and put on some warm clothes and maybe write some more

I miss this!
-Bri

Today I went to a masterclass at my studio! I took a class from Sky Hoffman and Carrie Locklyn, and it was rad! I was so unbelievably nervous, like I was standing in my room contemplating not going. But then I looked up on my wall, and I saw the SYTYCD poster and my Mark and Jessica signed 8x10's and I pushed myself to go; I want to be as amazing as they are so I need to push myself and go out of my comfort zone.

WOOOOO
ok well im going through some major withdrawls.
I have no more projects to work on, and im thinking about not making the DVD's because my computers been being a bitch.
Im not going to anymore shows.
Im still going to hopefully be able to see Mark, Jessica, and Chelsie again but its not the same without them all together
Season 4 is over in less than a week.

-B

I came to a conclusion right now.
Without dance, I would die.
IV real.

Ok im BACK (again) but Im trying to post here more often now, tour has been crazy!! seriously amazing I love it! heres my review:
MAH REVIEW BITCHES

But yeah, everything is going amazing! Im soooo unbelivably attached to Season 4, im so sad to see it go But Season 5 starts like really soon, like even before the tour finishes! So hopefully that could put me out of my misery for a little bit.

And im always going to have some Season 4 with me! Im like never going to give up my fansite! Sami and I love it too much to stop working on it, its tough to keep it up but we love it

That was a quickie but there will be more interesting stuff hopefully in the nextmonth or 2 but stay tuned!

livelifelove
-Bri

wooo long time no post!! I've been soooooo busy lately, I havent had time to write but im here now and ready to spill everything, well not everything but yeah!

Ok so I started High School. its boring, i hate it. Im loving dance!! Its so amazing, but im kinda iffy about one class, but its out of my comfort zone so thats where I need to stay. Im working on a ton of tour projects!! AKA the fanbook, posters, shirts, now im doing mark DVD's, and all of the blending and glueing and time that this all takes has sooo gotten me to angst. Except for me being sooooooo busy, my lifes pretty boring; but I like it that way.

Im just such a huge procrastinator that I dont know if everythings going to be done on time, and im soooo worried about that. But if I need to stay up till 6 AM finishing the book, I will; it means alot to me!

Well I gotta go, im pretty tired and tomorrow should be sorta easy since we have off Thursday.

PEACE,LOVE,HAPPINESS
-Bri

I really dont. This summer has made me a better person in any way i can imagine but everything else is still messed up. All I really want to do right now is dance, but that isnt possible. Everything is going bad for me, and I really hate it. Everything was perfectly fine until tonight, and so here I am at 5:54 AM typing in my blog waiting for my life to crumble even more than it already is.

Have a good day day guys
dont let me be a debbie downer
-Bri