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[TorinTaylor]

I'm sick of putting myself before others ALL OF THE TIME, when they don't ever give a fck about me. Honestly, I don't believe certain people who I consider friends would care if I were to randomly die. I have so much going on in my life, and family and whatnot, and I can only be so strong for so much longer when I have no support system. I don't understand why twitter/facebook/etc is all way more important than a supposed best friend. Really though. I'm done.

[AngelOfMusic8908]

I'm sick of putting myself before others ALL OF THE TIME, when they don't ever give a fck about me. Honestly, I don't believe certain people who I consider friends would care if I were to randomly die. I have so much going on in my life, and family and whatnot, and I can only be so strong for so much longer when I have no support system. I don't understand why twitter/facebook/etc is all way more important than a supposed best friend. Really though. I'm done.

[Drew]

I avoid confrontation all the time. Just got a call from the weekend supervisor saying I was on the schedule for today, 7-3, even though the Human Resources person explicitly told me I'd be working the opposite weekend on and that she'd take me off the schedule for Saturday. Now I'm afraid to call.

[TotalTayFan]

Auuuuugggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh I just. hate. everything. I'm sick and tired of being disappointed, of being so frickin tired all the time, of just wanting to sleep and never, ever get up, of always feeling like I'm on the verge of tears...I hate that my default mood for the past month has been "sullen." I just want to actually feel good again. Rawr

[BettyGirl29]

I'm getting married in three months, we still have stuff to get done, and I am always feeling like I have to change around the appointments and my schedule to please his mom. Also having issues with her giving her opinion on everything we're doing, and everything I pick. She ends up doing what I want, but always has to complain about how much she doesn't like it.

[AngelOfMusic8908]

I'm tired of never being good enough for people. I'm sorry that I can't be the perfect daughter/friend that you want, and I'm tired of not being able to get a date.

[natalietan]

I'm so annoyed with classmates when they tell me to cut it out and stop crying/complaining when I just blew my mid term, and won't stop pestering me on why didn't I know better to ask them since they had taken that macroeconomics jerk's class before. Told them to leave me alone yesterday but they went on about me behaving like a brat and saying things like "If I were you I wouldn't cry over 2 pages each of extra answers written, it probably didn't make sense if you rushed your answer."

Get. A. Grip, Jerks. I never rub it in when you guys mess up, so don't do it to me.

(insert all the swear words I can think of)

And the crush boy has been annoying me lately. Seriously, if you don't want to see me, Pat, tell me instead of saying "I don't know when I'll be in town in July" I went on a rant about it. We fought on Saturday cause I was stressed and he was like quit if you can't do it, you're irritating me so much and of course I lashed out on him...

When people don't reply my text messages and you're posting on twitter using your phone. Here goes my line again if you don't want to do Thailand, tell me instead of not replying to me! Sue takes her own time to reply back but when she texts me she'd hound me non stop for a reply. I kinda need her to do the bookings since she found a good price for the ticket. Reply me, if not I'm calling it off and will just stay home and not leave town after my last final is over.

This post has been edited by natalietan: Feb 22nd 2012, 7:50 AM

[kev_fan2006]

I i felt a little jealous that my close friend's college friends went to her dad's funeral..3 of them..and they were from outstation while me..well..i live like right next door but i didnt go...i didnt even know when the funeral was..honestly..?i was afraid that i didnt know what to say or how to act..so i never asked when the funeral was..and now i see that 3 of her college friends went..and me..i have known her for 10 years and i didnt go....not proud of myself at all..not at all..

i felt depressed that the person that i love seems to have moved on and doent want nor need me in his/her life..oh well..

i felt that not going to my friend's dad funeral made me feel like a bad friend..i hope that i can make it up to her in the days to come..

[natalietan]

So I gave up after high maintenance Sue texted me saying she's going to Europe for 2 months alone to "get some time off from people at home" and I'm like wow did you get a job there or what and she snappily goes I'm using my dad's credit card, why don't you ask your dad to let you have a supplementary card and spend. And regarding Thailand, her "good deal" was a 1 thousand dollar a night two bedroom suite with a jacuzzi and private swimming pool... and coach tickets on the local carrier (which I only take it if I'm going on family vacation with the folks since its way too overpriced.) I'm like I'm only prepared to pay like 30 dollars a night for my share of the room and she's like are you that poor? Ask your folks for money, you aren't that stupid aren't you? She's incredibly spoiled and I've hung around her in school till she graduated cause basically she seemed friendly and I'm not the social butterfly or am the most tolerable person with my interests and boisterous attitude in class (if I am interested in the lesson lol). And I always thought I was so spoilt and terrible with my behavior towards the controlling folks, they don't give me much cash despite being able to which has taught me how to manage my allowance and what I spend on. But never in my life would I ask for a credit card. I have a regular debit card and that's about it.

She's 1 year younger than me and way more spoiled and has no brains, looks down on people at school if they don't have money and every time I've gone out with her, I've dropped 50 dollars on a meal for myself, uh, seriously. She'd never go into a food court or fast food or even say, Chilis. It has to be a restaurant up to her standards. She graduated one semester earlier and has first class honors but my god. Her snobby and brat-ness really annoys me to no ends. When one of our common friends who was visiting here for two weeks wanted to eat local food at an open air food center, first, she didn't know where Chinatown was, and next, she kept going this is so cheap, this is so gross and I'm gonna get sick eating it the whole time. I've eaten at that place and never got sick before! Then she applies her lipstick every five minutes. She's not as bad as that annoying girl friend of my mate but still, she's terrible.

I told her to f_____ off and never speak to me and said a bunch of hurtful things that one day she'd get slapped in the face. Totally deserved it. She removed me off facebook in retaliation, obviously so I blocked her to make sure she can't see my crap. Good riddance, find someone who is as rich as you to be friends with!

[eileenhawkeye]

Today, I woke up and threw up. I forced myself to eat breakfast. Then, I threw up again. I couldn't skip my spanish class 'cause I skipped on Monday (also threw up) and we only get 3 absences a semester, plus we were doing an oral activity that's a big part of your grade. So I had to go to class and on an empty stomach since I'm nauseous...so the entire class, I was begging my stomach not to growl. Especially when the class gets silent and my professor is explaining something. I read that water helps so I drank so much H20 during that class. And I had to pee so badly! LOL! And thankfully my stomach complied....it only growled a tiny bit when we were doing group work so everyone was talking in spanish.

[clayshotandurnot]

I wish my roommate would stop having loud, tantric sex all the damn time. I can hear her moaning like a porn star all the way out in the living room, and plus her bed is really squeaky. Shouldn't it start hurting after awhile? I think 7 times a day is a little much lol

[juniorfan4eva]

I wish my roommate would stop having loud, tantric sex all the damn time. I can hear her moaning like a porn star all the way out in the living room, and plus her bed is really squeaky. Shouldn't it start hurting after awhile? I think 7 times a day is a little much lol

OMG that is awful

[xoSam]

I wish my roommate would stop having loud, tantric sex all the damn time. I can hear her moaning like a porn star all the way out in the living room, and plus her bed is really squeaky. Shouldn't it start hurting after awhile? I think 7 times a day is a little much lol

At least she's in a different room, my 2nd year roommate would have sex with her boyfriend (formerly my best friend lol) like, 3 feet away from me. But yeah, I understand. It really sucks.

[TorinTaylor]

So it's official. All of my "closet friends" are not people I can go to in times of need. My one friend has been ignoring me for days when I know she's had the chance to reply to me. Especially over something this important. And my other friend, I told her the issues with being ignored by my other friend when I need help... well guess what. This friend ignored me too. I don't deserve life right now. Seriously. I must suck as a person if they all treat me this way.

[Jen20]

No. People suck sometimes. You can always pm me anytime

So it's official. All of my "closet friends" are not people I can go to in times of need. My one friend has been ignoring me for days when I know she's had the chance to reply to me. Especially over something this important. And my other friend, I told her the issues with being ignored by my other friend when I need help... well guess what. This friend ignored me too. I don't deserve life right now. Seriously. I must suck as a person if they all treat me this way.

[clayshotandurnot]

At least she's in a different room, my 2nd year roommate would have sex with her boyfriend (formerly my best friend lol) like, 3 feet away from me. But yeah, I understand. It really sucks.

Oh trust me, that happened last weekend. We were drinking and her door was the beer pong table and they wanted to have sex, so then they went to the bathroom. We all could hear everything!!! It was so bad. Then an hour after that she tried to give him a blowjob on the couch, while everyone was sitting right there. Good thing he still had a conscious and stopped her! lol but she still whipped it out. Talk about awkward! Then they proceeded to makeout/dry hump each other on the couch.

[juniorfan4eva]

^ Like... wouldn't you be embarassed?!? I could NEVER EVER do anything with a guy in front of people, even if I was drunk. I would want some privacy, gosh! That's insane of them

I really REALLY don't want to go to my friend's birthday tonight. I feel horrible because he's my best friend but still. The guy that is always sexually harassing me is back at it and started sending me creepy texts again, my best friend is still mad at me, and the cupcakes I made didn't even turn out the way I wanted them to. I don't want to drink any of my alcohol because there's so much sugar in it and I've been so good with eating well lately and I am just having such a horrible week I don't want to do anythinggggggg

[natalietan]

Don't keep bugging me to go online when I'm about to head out to get lunch, I get on, all you do is make fun of me and then say I'm pathetic and ignore me the whole time but you're posting on twitter every 20 seconds about the oscars!

[i <3 katprescott]

I thought telling my friend how I felt for the past five years (without expecting the feelings to be mutual because srsly) would help me get over it, it's been a year now since my confession and I'm still hoping I'd be given a chance.

This post has been edited by Ronila: Feb 27th 2012, 10:42 AM

[TorinTaylor]

So I got to school, and went into the bathroom and when I saw my reflection in the mirror I got concerned because my left cheek is red as a tomato and hot. I didn't know what to do since there's no nurse here, so I texted my mom about it and she yelled at me. Then I notice the kid sitting across from me in the cafeteria TAKING MY PICTURE and laughing. Like honestly, wtf? I know I look like a tomato but that's not right to do that without my permission. slafklskflkfkll.