Doing things which are interesting enough to be an interest yet if I told you some of them they may cease to be interesting to me, so alas I must not divulge. We live in a world of pain and horror but sometimes, if you believe strong enough you'll see a light. Problem is, is it real or is it just a figment of ones imagination...false hope? But then again is there even such a thing as false hope? Hope itself does not imply absolution - it may fail in even the best of circumstances. So there is only hope, and it may bring either relief or pain. In fact, even if relief is the conclusion, it will usually bring some pain along the way. The question is, when does the pain become so much that the smartest thing to do is to give up on the ever diminishing chances of relief? ... to seek relief elsewhere? <br /><br />I'm afraid of the answer to that question.<br /><br />But alas...lady you should see and, know how much I love you still. Don't give up.
